Gentlemean Specialist iii

you always laugh when I cry she you don’t really care about or love me only yourself you’re selfish
only because I want you to be happy your tears tell a different story from what I’ve seen you be if only you
sometimes I just want to be sad it’s part of the experience I wish you would not act so indifferent to my tears
it makes me happy to see you cry your pain away for I know soon you’ll be greater than today
it makes me soo mad that you’re glad I’m sad your laugh pierces my pain making it worse in disgust
that makes me a crappy a sappy log lacking in emotional fortitude to cry with you or hug your fears
a bad reflection of your thoughts as you fuss in worry about the sorry nature of mankind ignoring your glory
your anger is soo full of frustrated overwhelming feelings stuck in a never ending loop not knowing the truth soo alluring to me that you do not see who you are beyond the present moment of pain caused by your rage you become unhinged forgetting what it is I have seen or know you could be beyond the screams unhinged
your vulnerability shines so bright that your tears tear every limb inside well they burn like acid through my mind freezing me in space that all I can do is wait wait for my child to let it all out pouring each drop down mountainous valleys till they hit the bottom smoothing out every jagged rock explosive current running down forming waterfalls letting your mind express you from every cloud silver lining light bright shines behind it
so I smile
come to mama
I can make everything all right
with a caress and a smile
weep not my child
let it all out
cry as loud as you want so the world can feel your pain
and say
we all feel the same
I’m happy you struck today
that is what we came here for
to reach beyond us
beyond time or space
to a place none of us have ever seen
but we feel it
we know it
it is where we all begin


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