Gentlemean Specialist final

you always laugh when I cry you don’t really care about or love me only yourself you’re selfish thinking only of what you want what you think and how to get it consumed by your thoughts stuck in this universe where all planets beings objects stars and dreams revolve around you in never ending patterns drawn to you by the gravity that is your ego centric mind framed cage never letting you see beyond your nose or prose you compose to make you feel better about your existence where you do no wrong in insistence or ever fall short of perfect form formed by the gods to give example to us lesser being of how great you are and have become
only because I want you to be happy your tears tell a different story from what I’ve seen you be
sometimes I just want to be sad it’s part of the experience I wish you would not act so indifferent to my tears
it makes me happy to see you cry your pain away for I know soon you’ll be greater than today
it makes me soo mad that you’re glad I’m sad your laugh pierces my pain making it worse in disgust
that makes me a crappy sappy log lacking in emotional fortitude to cry with you or hug your fears
a bad reflection of your thoughts as you fuss in worry about the sorry nature of mankind ignoring your glory
your anger is full frustrated overwhelming feelings stuck in a never ending loop not knowing the truth
alluring to me that you do not see who you are beyond the present moment of pain caused by your rage you become unhinged forgetting what it is I have seen or know you could be beyond the screams unhinged
your vulnerability shines so bright that your tears tear every limb inside burning acid through the ridges of my mind freezing me in space that all I can do is wait wait for my child to let it all out pouring every drop down mountainous valleys till they hit the bottom smoothing out every jagged rock explosive current running down forming waterfalls letting your mind express you from every cloud silver lining light bright shines behind it sunlight so I smile come to mama weep not my child for I make everything all right with caress and smile weep not my child let it all out cry as loud as you want so the world can feel your pain and sing in harmonic unison with not one note off balance or in the wrong place orchestral union we all feel the same
happy you struck today at the goldmine of emotional turmoil where lies treasure untold or found for years built under the pressure of stress fractures hidden beneath the earth’s caverns forming for centuries this is exactly what we came here for to reach beyond us beyond time or space to a place none of us have ever seen or been but feel and know must be real for it is where we all begin to see dreams unfold where once nightmares existed in naive expectations of a world unknown but sold to the old who knew no ways of seeing beyond present reality to survive the onslaught of pain


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