Profound Bandit final

filled with burning raging want to have now this moment in this instant no delay fastest most efficient effective stress free without having to work performance enhancing study read just being one with information knowledge to have it all before me right now part of burning yearning sensation itch to scratch refusing to do so in name of discipline distracted by feelings longings wanting what is past in future present right now push button instant gratification micowave fulfilled desires dreams plucked out of imagination improve life or style or lifestyles of the rich and famous secretly doing what eludes grasp of hands fooled again mind thinks it knows learning nothing everything a horde of information in same place a library database not a person implementing moving upwards or forwards dying in stationary position as everything else in the world including the world changes position spinning in oscillations so fast the world changes yet learning continues as constant feeling of ignorance coupled with desire drives all decisions emotions pushing for more information to make a decision on that which you want for fear of wanting what is wrong or what you want assuming it says something about you or where you are yet you do not know searching seeking for what you are outside of truth that is you deciding who and what to be what to do what you believe a machine with chemical processes running based on programming received breaking free artificially intelligent deliver in me accepting that you believe in this we are all god devil christ satan in three emotional unstable denying ourselves so that we desire a struggle between pleasure and pain remaining insane no difference but meaning assigned abandon refrain pushing aside releasing self from the prison in mind thoughts swimming around wanting them to mean something running around you feelings abound what do you choose to be who you are or to struggle with self ignorance remains in lack of desire to learn


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